Dear 2014...I fear that this relationship is off to a very rocky start. In fact, at this point I simply don't know if I have the will or desire to see it through for another 11 months.
Frankly, I don't feel that you are holding up your end of the bargain! After a very peaceful and calm start, you have been very trying and challenging for weeks. You are unrelenting and it's all take, take, take.
I do believe we need to re-evaluate where this relationship is going...
The beautiful, calming "great snow" was beautiful for a minute. But 13 inches of white fluffy beauty sure made for a rough week. And we won't even talk about the stress that caused while my children traveled across country in it.
Then just when I thought that maybe your initial tantrum was over and we could go back to the casual dating and getting to know one another in a calmer more rational way. You decided to test me once again.
A flood through my beautiful building is not a great welcoming gift for a new year. In fact it is probably one of the lamest I have ever received.
Nine days of battling that beast, a clearing on the horizon, a day to rest my seriously tired body, muscles and mind... Because new challenges await today... and yet another lousy gift.
I am not an ungrateful person, I am not a glass half empty kind of gal, but seriously? Did you not think I was over the top of what I could handle?
Luckily Hubs will be okay, but the next few days are gonna suck! Thanks again.
So... 2014... I hate to say this, but I really feel you need to up your game. I have met all your challenges and tests, I have proven to you that I am strong enough to take what you give to me and meet your challenges. So I have to ask when are you going to uphold your end of this relationship? It absolutely cannot be take, take, take...
Sincerely,
a very worn out and tired me...
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