Showing posts with label intense. Show all posts
Showing posts with label intense. Show all posts

Friday, November 19, 2021

the project...

I'm totally and completely out of sync lately.  And I love it! Even if it is stressing me out a bit, just because when I have things that I am working on I feel like I must complete them in a linear order.  It isn't happening.  In fact, other than the project that I am currently wrapped up in, nothing is happening. 

I knew when the box arrived on Tuesday that I would struggle with waiting.  As soon as I ran my fingers over the yarn at hand, I was mesmerized, I couldn't wait to see what it would look like.  I balled a skein up within the hour.  As I was winding it, the plan was already forming in my head.  I was bargaining with myself.  Maybe just a couple of hours an evening, the rest of the time would be dedicated to the other projects, housework, being an adult. 


I did great on Tuesday, I literally only worked on the project for two hours.  I put it up and went to bed.  That is when the obsession happened.  When I knew it wasn't going to be put down for any length of time until it was finished.  As I was drifting off to sleep I was thinking about it, it was in my dreams and the first thing in the morning I wanted to start again.  It didn't matter that I had chores to complete, my blog to write, my exercises to complete, I simply wanted to work on it. 

Honestly, I've been trying to process how long it will take me to complete it and if I can get the rest of my list done before Christmas at this rate.  Truthfully, I believe I will be just fine.  Best guess, this will take me about a total of 9 or 10 days.  Luckily, the rest of the things I am working on need far less time, usually a few hours to a whole day.  I've got this... 

I have to see this through.  I am under a spell. 

Hubs and I got up super early this morning to go out and see the lunar eclipse.  It was so pretty, and such a beautiful red in the coldness of the night air.  I have to admit that I love he will do these rather insane things with me.  It's the first one of it's kind in over 450 years, I mean seriously that's even more than a once in a lifetime event, it must be enjoyed. 


I wish my phone would have captured a clearer picture, it simply couldn't compete with the brightness that remained of it. We enjoyed it from the front yard for a short while, but decided we'd rather enjoy it away from all of the light pollution.  Armed with our hot coffee and lots of layers we drove west a few miles out of the city lights and sat together and watched it pass while talking about all kinds of things.  Particularly current events. 

Since Hubs had an early day, I halfheartedly attempted to do a few chores, nope I didn't get far.  The siren call of my project bag dragged me back in.  Instead of tidying my currently very untidy home, I spent two hours watching my project take shape before my eyes.  

It's going to be a long two weeks at this rate.... I love that I am in a place and time that allows for this manic behavior.  Hubs is kind enough to understand that I am deeply engrossed and is not fussing overly much about the cleanliness or the lack of consistent meals.  I am trying to make sure those aren't interrupted, not incredibly successfully. But... oh well. 

As the sun is popping over the horizon, I am going to dive deeper into my project.  If you don't hear from me for a few days... know it's because I just can't stop... 

love and peace!

a quilt...

I decided I should sit down in a big comfy chair for a bit and stretch my fingers out before I started looking like the hunchback of Notre-D...