A day that I've been dreading. Today my Daddy would have been 75. He's been gone for almost 2 full months. I expected something very different from this day. I expected a sharp pain. I expected to look at his pictures and find myself overwhelmed.
It's not. The sense of loss is very real. I want to call him and wish him a happy birthday. But the phones simply won't reach. My heart hurts. I would love to ask him what he planned to do today. And laugh as he listed where he wanted to go for breakfast and what he would have. He loved to start the day with breakfast out.
I hope that in heaven they serve his favorites.
Hubs and I are going to honor his day by making it another Do Nothing Day.
A do nothing day is a good way to make your heart feel stronger.
I am slowly learning that.
Happy Birthday Daddy!
I wish you were still here...
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