flashbacks....

The smells of fresh baked cookies are seeping throughout my slightly warm house. There are two kinds. The hubs has requested chocolate chipless and the kids are getting chocolate chip. Is it too warm to have the oven on?
Of course it is.
Do I care?
Not really.
It's been a crazy busy weekend. One that I simply stopped participating in yesterday. I was bone weary exhausted and simply couldn't take anymore. I've been cutting out things, conserving energy. As the temp rises I always get a bit more tired out than I feel I should be. Then I remember (like I could ever forget)... May is the anniversary month. 18 years ago a teeny tiny little bug felt it needed a bit of my blood, it wanted to be fair I guess so it left me with a nice dose of Lyme in exchange.
It's something I choose not to allow to control my life and I get a bit cranky when it tries. Today standing in the kitchen, putting a loaf of rustic bread out to proof for dinner tonight with my girl and her f…
Of course it is.
Do I care?
Not really.
It's been a crazy busy weekend. One that I simply stopped participating in yesterday. I was bone weary exhausted and simply couldn't take anymore. I've been cutting out things, conserving energy. As the temp rises I always get a bit more tired out than I feel I should be. Then I remember (like I could ever forget)... May is the anniversary month. 18 years ago a teeny tiny little bug felt it needed a bit of my blood, it wanted to be fair I guess so it left me with a nice dose of Lyme in exchange.
It's something I choose not to allow to control my life and I get a bit cranky when it tries. Today standing in the kitchen, putting a loaf of rustic bread out to proof for dinner tonight with my girl and her f…